well today was weird~
I was super down today cause ima sicks still and i have some tests tommorrow that i will probably fail ohsoepicly. Also i saw a alot of amazing art from artists out of my leauge by a good zillon years. i get rly depressed about it cause it feels like the one thing ur good at some other million people are afin gods/godesses at, but i know from my own quote that if i stop now it wont solve my problems it will only lead to suiside... and so i really want to reach my dreams/goals even though im not fully sure what they are yet ^W^~ sooooooo ima not gunna give up yet even though its hard!!!!!!!. oh and some random kid that i dun even talk to suddenly thinks im the most beautiful thing on the planet...... talk about WTF
im just gunna say no cause ive had bad boyfriend epiriences (cant spell for life) OH AND I MADE THREE NEW FRIENDS!!!!! they gave meh sum art requests and it was rly fun to talk to them and joke and ladida ,i felt happy wen they said my art was amazing even though if i work harder i could be were i should be at this time (made sercret goal mark in my mind)
man i rly want to accomplish my goals especially with the art part~ though it isnt everything it means alot to me. plus theres somethings more to my life i just havent figured it all out yet~ BUT I WILL!!!!! *coughcough*
well ima done even though im not satisfied with this journal, ill leave u now~
byebye!!